The entire sum of existence is the magic of being needed by just one person
"Who, me?" you asked with your naughty eyes.
Yes, you,
You who I knew would to go to 100km so I made up my mind, following you. You who were late 2 hours in the 100km date, but you do not realize that the 2hours from 20.00 to 22.00 for me as standing in the verge of the cliff. You who showed up when I was as near crying as make no difference. Frankly, I have designed a load of answers for what would happen when I caught a sight of you, but tears are not one of them. You who gave me a gentle hug I have waiting for ages. (To be honesty, I thought you would give me a bear hug, you are so mean in that way.) However, I always appear as fool when you who are around. It is like I am always stuck in the second gear when you who appear. But what a shame, I do not have courage to look at him face, to looking into his eyes. I show me myself as a little girl who made terrible mistake. I need to have faith.
For you were riding and I was hiking, there were long distance between us. In my lonely trip how many times I tried to say goodbye to the 100km on the long way, how many times I considered giving up on the long walk, how many times I tended to creeping in taxi, rushing into my warm house, taking a hot shower, falling in my sweet dream. But before I leave I hope to see you one more time, the answer is clear that to go to Wutong-Mountain where you camped. Realizing it I knew I do have faith, faith in myself. Faith that I can make it I can do it and one day you who would be sure that I was that one
Therefore I get up my nerve and go ahead. Eventually I arrived at Wutong-mountain in the 8.00am. How happy I feel is beyond my description, it is not for I have had 50km on foot, but for I can do see you. I felt full of energy I ran for you everywhere but I failed. My hope was fading away. I spotted you passing me by at crowd street in the exactly time. Even though I waited the moment for years, even though I got thousand words in my head, I said nothing, just “Hi. CN!”
"Who, me?" you asked smilingly.
Yes, you, CN, made my dream come true, making my day.
At least you overcame 50km and it is true.
Years later you will find the hardest experince is more important than him.
Give youself an excuse or just give up him.
Wish you happy everyday with a sweet mood.
affection is feeling, but 50km i have been hiked is forever
how many times I considered giving up on the long walk/there are too many times that i thought over myself giving up the long long walk,too many times ....etc./
How many times will you say goodbye
how many times you made me cry
How many times will you say goodbye
it is not too late to make a try
from Deutschland Sucht Den Superstar
one of my favorite
maybe you r right.
but i do not make mistake ,and i hope GOD bless you.